Our son died one year ago December 17.(this coming) He was 16, and would have been 17 the January following. He only has one brother who is now 14. Brain cancer is what took him after three and a half years of unbelievably hard treatment.
Also, my husband revealed that he has not been happy in our marriage for the last 20 years. Having been sexually abused as a child, I have many things that hold me back and keep me from being who I really am. So I want to uncover the real me, but how? 2 years ago
been a vegetarian her whole life, her only chance at a life mate is killed by a zoo keeper, she finally discovers meat and sex, and all she gets is a lousy t-shirt…? oh, no no no…. i want to be free. free all right, among the animals. not in this rusty old cage, dying an old maid.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RxUXkCezBhA&feature=related 2 years ago
I have been running to certain things/places for answers but I have come to the conclusion…what do I want in and out of life? And now that I know the question to ask myself I am trying to figure that out. 5 years ago
I have no idea who I am inside. I need to take the time and meet myself. 5 years ago
I was going to delete this goal from my list to make more room and consolidate a lot of goals that kind of tap into the same ideas, and I realized something. Part of the reason I wanted to remove this goal was because I don’t really need to discover who I really am…I have already kind of done this!
I am:
Stephanie
strong
empathetic
caring
playful
an artist
going to be a counselor
a lover of God
a friend
a listener
imperfect
accepting
adventurous
a daughter
a sister
ME! 5 years ago
I heard a song about 4 months ago and it made me think deeper into things. I want to bring the real me out. i feel like i am like two people squeezed into one. There is a really daring side to me that just wants to take risks no matter what happens and talk to everyone. Then there is the side that is shy and never says anything around people i don’t feel comfortable around.My problem is i want to be that risky and daring person but i can’t because the shy side overpowers the daring side. 5 years ago
I’ve been listening to a band I’ve loved since I was in 4th grade. Something Corporate. It really inspires me to actually be someone; effect at least one person’s life. I don’t want to be the person who you think is going to accomplish so much in their life, they have so much promise, and then you see them years later as someone who’s fallen from grace. I want to push myself that extra mile. I don’t want to see myself fall. I need to push myself in school and stop being so lazy about everything. I want to show all of them I can be someone who actually becomes something and figures out what I want to do instead of just screwing around. 5 years ago
I feel like I’m living in the shadow of my sister. I’ve been told at least twice a day that I look, talk, speak exactly like her. I mean, it’s a compliment, but I feel like I’m not original. A biter. She’s going off to college this summer, so I feel that this year and next year, I’m actually going to explore who I am. I’m sick of not knowing who I am, not having a real opinion. I’m not just a parrot. I’m my own person. 5 years ago
i know what i want to do. i want to be a writer, and be seen as an intellectual and philosopher. other than poetry and writing, i am not sure who i am. i live a very protected life. i just want to know what i am meant for, and achieve at what i try. i want the ability to determine what is meant to be attempted, and what is not. so i will try to discover myself through my writing. 6 years ago
