draw something I'm proud of

My art in general is something I love but I’m also afraid of. It’s addictive and I suck at it. I’d love to just be able to draw something (outside of class) that I looked at and liked and was proud of.
The only drawing of mine that I’ve ever been proud of was my last drawing from my drawing class last semester . . . and it wasn’t even that good; it was just the culmination of everything I had gone through in that class. I was proud that I finished and my drawing was decent.
I want to draw something for myself that I can look at and be proud of. 5 years ago

I used an online version of Gray’s Anatomy and drew a skull and a heart. Pretty sweet, I must say. 6 years ago

I drew my mom. Stupid, yes, but I actually liked the final product for once. 7 years ago