introduce 43 positive changes into my life

now i understand! “be the change you want to see in world” applies to all things and goals, even the smallest one!
having the goal means being separate from that goal.
and sometimes desire to achieve the goal, it if is too big, drains the energy needed for doing.
being the goal means switching pespective to one of sucess, being the force withing that does all the work by itself. 18 months ago

that struck me from Tolle’s class, that something that i feel drawn to, enthusiastic about, is the sign to recognize voice within!
there are things that i was keeping in back burner not knowing it. now i simply do it without any thinking.

that is how i started this year holiday challenge on concept2: i simply packed my stuff and after my photo class simply proceeded to the gym that nearby. no thinking allowed! knowing that it is actually message from within. 18 months ago

i follow Echart Tolle’s advice about not identifyting with my mind’s voice. after listening all 15 hrs of free web classes!!really helpfull! sometimes it it more or less loud, sometimes i can’t help listening to it, and sometimes it sounds like it has the point. but i know that is only temporarily. 18 months ago

i feel alive!!! now i’m living my life. there is lots of work to be done, and lots of fun to live! 19 months ago

every now and than i scan my body, and if needed, breathe, drop my shoulders, unfrown my forhead, uncleanch my jaw etc. i want to be as relaxed as possible. 20 months ago

the thing is that each and every bra i ever owned hurt – until recently! it is strong, sharp pain, making wearing conventional bra impossible. i was managing with elastic tops somehow.
thanks to straples and backless invention of a bra, and me discovering and purchasing it, that is all history.
now i can be fashionable and elegant like never before. 20 months ago

reading excelent book “walking on the egg shells” made me realise how unrealistic is to expect other person change their feelings. we can define out boundaries and what behaviour can we accept as acceptable and what not (and act according to that), but feeling of others – it is not ours to judge. 20 months ago

big project just recently started, and i discovered that i can work and enjoy, no need to freek out and push myself. i work hard already, no need for any pushing whatsoever. i will continue to focus on my work, both at work and at home, in a way that is pleasing and satisfying. 20 months ago

learned to be patient with our decluttering project. i hoped it to be done for b-day but it is far more work than anticipated. 21 months ago

i have this thing for using avaliable resources on many ways and recently i brought it to another level. for somebody it is obvious but for me it is another level.
1. small appliances as resources. i brake several small appliances out of boxes and put them to use (instead of persuading myself there is not enough space for them). there is really added value there.
2. space as resource. it is really obvious but i was blindfolded sort of or what. to put premium posessions on premium spaces in ALL rooms, even in the pantry. it is sort of revelation to me. 22 months ago