spend more time at home

going to be spending more time at home over the next month… moving my home actually, i’m going to be spending lots of time with my stuff.

am not planning to work until Feb…yea! but got the sad feeling I’ll go stir crazy after te first two weeks

i work too much….

soon to be solved.

i already spend most of my free time at home, but i want to spend most of it at home (read i.e stay-at-home-_fill in the blank)

It would be cool to be a pro blogger… (one of the ways i could achieve being at home all the time:)

I’m still scheming on this one…

ive come to appreciate, and even prefer, my simple life and hobbies over going out and seeing what the people are up to. ive even gotten to the point where i was recently invited out, and turned it down, preferring the company of no one and a book to a loud bar. i do love my friends, and like to be with people and enormous amount, but im happy to appreciate being alone and doing home-y things.

i guess its more about finding the balance between being out and about and being home. which ive now struck.

is what im watching. because im at home and too tired to do much else than stare at the screen.

sometimes spending time at home is boring, and stimulation from the external world would be the most relaxing thing.

a lot. i like to talk to people. i like to see what other people do. im both a socializer and a people watcher.

i went out tonite. and i really could have spent the nite at home, w/o much difficultly. but to go out, and be aware of why i am going out, and to be at home, and have a purpose for being at home, these are the things i am looking to document (read: justify, explain).

ive been quite happy thinking about my reasons for public socialization. and trying to balance my time alone.

white noise. i need it, but often i use it to not be alone when i am alone. this is something that is quite difficult for me, personally as an organism, but it is something that i think our culture also breeds. i would like to “battle” against this. and also learn not to think about it as a “battle” but more something to learn as a way of being.

I made the move to having a home office and within a week I saw my daughter walk for the first time. I think that’s worth it.

but stayed in. read a bunch, took a bath, did some work. a good night at home!

although im still compulsively staying up WAY too late.

At home now – Arguments galore

Cuddle Babs, do jigsaws, cook, clean, garden, doze, dream, watch the birds, pick some flowers, go for a wander, be on my own