5 years ago
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love only me.
i see you leave and come home with her perfume on your body
i want to know if you love her more.
if you love her at all.
i wish i could meet her and tell her your mine.
to see if i need to make myself better.
i wish you would tell me if you love me.
i want to hear you say it again.
make love to me and tell me you need me.
the only thing i hear you say is you don’t deserve me.
i need love and give me pain.
i met her today and i feel better.
i saw the pain and greaf in her eyes.
you didn’t tell her you had a wife,
you didn’t know she was a mother. 5 years ago
i don’t have a real problem with this, but it still seeps in occasionally. and i know it’s all me going into imagination-land creating scenarios that don’t exist. so, i am quickly able to hold the reigns in. just the idea of love without any existence, ever, of jealousy is fabulous. 7 years ago