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I was working on my blog a moment ago, and thought I’d share this piece from one of my posts. It’s from an entry in one of my journals dated August 13, 2008. Which is interesting considering I was in the midst of a depression. I was surprised to see that, despite where I was emotionally and spiritually at the time, that a part of me was still hopeful that I could become an influential person for someone else. I noticed a number of these subtle outbursts of positivity throughout the depressive period of my life. Hindsight is always 20/20, but I can’t help but wonder, was I THAT far gone and so depressed that I couldn’t see part of myself vying to get out and live again? Or did I indeed notice it, but chose to ignore it for whatever reason? Something for me to ponder the next few days. Enjoy the post.

I believe I can hep people, inspire people, motivate people and entertain people. Bring them joy, peace, happiness. I believe I can use my life and all of its mistakes, failures, faux pas as well as the successes, triumphs and achievements; to guide, teach and nurture others. I believe I can transform my life events into a business, myself into a brand, and from the rewards, I will share my success with all who will listen. Maybe I can prevent someone from making the same mistakes as I, somehow sparing them the pain. I am certain that my calling in life is to help others, but if that’s true, then how did I wind up here? Is this pain part of some divinely orchestrated theater for the purpose of molding me into some broken-down, half-assed teacher, or is it God’s punishment? It can’t be punishment. Not a feeling this intense. But if it is possible, and I am to be a light to others, how am I suppose to reach them? Under what circumstances or conditions? Are people just suppose to come flocking to me on the streets? Maybe this is why I’ve been having the urge to move overseas. Maybe my destiny lies there. I’m thinking too much. Perhaps this is all my subconscious wishing for a better life than what I have now. Or perhaps, it’s a legitimate feeling. I’m not entirely sure either way. I just know what it is that I feel. What I believe. 2 days ago

I’m aiming for weekly updates for now. So far I have entries scheduled until the end of the month, and if I start to run out of projects to write about I have quite a few I never mentioned from the past few months. I’m hoping his will also inspire me to actually finish some of the projects I’ve started in addition to doing some projects I’ve been meaning to start for a while. 4 months ago

My poor crafting blog has fallen by the wayside. I took a lot of picture of stuff I’ve done but never got around to posting it. Once I finish all the partially-completed stuff I have laying around I’ll have more motivation to write entries to show them off. 5 months ago

So I added the feature here at 43 Things that posts my entries here at my blog (barely used these days) to see if that makes me “blog more.” Let’s see if that works… 5 months ago

it has helped me into creating a platform for people to share info on bakery industry ie bakerybazar.com 8 months ago

I have already done 27 almost straight days of posting, photos and such not text, on Tumblr. I’ve also got the next week enqueued already. So that is 35 total days with only one gap. So that is more. 9 months ago

Cliché, I know. 9 months ago

Started a photo (mostly) blog about Albuquerque. Been good about posting, especially with Tumblr’s queue function… 9 months ago

I’ve been blogging for a little over a year now on and off. It’s become mildly successful – for what it is.

I hope to keep blogging more in the future since I haven’t been posting as much as usual lately. 10 months ago

www.acimamgiyerim.com is my blog. I bought the domain and stuff to enjoy blogging more. Now I’m keeping it updated and having more fun by having my own domain!

Visit my website guys! www.acimamgiyerim.com :) 12 months ago