Weigh 135

this was a good weight for me until i had these last 2 kids. after them my best was 140s. I have to think of all the muscle I added doing all that jazzercise back then!

I have come to the conclusion that I am never going to weigh 135. unless I lose all my muscle. whatev.

181 POUNDS

weight today 182, (home scale)
I want to lose th extra weight so bad

ok, so I was buying some olives after my dr appt at the international food store.
the girl at the counter smiled at me and asked when my baby was due.
i told her … I am just fat right now”
it was really weird. she just said OK and that was that.
so I look pregnant. at least she thought I looked young enough to imagine being pregnant…
whatever.
I need to lose 50 pounds. the dr office scale said i was 188, oh joy.

my scale is broken,so I guess I will have to gauge my progress by my clothing size for now and the upcoming dr visit.
I will be a size 8.

I want to weigh this
I am really fat these days and need to try harder. maybe tomorrow I will start a plan that I liked, I eat a good small meal and then the rest of the day have a fruit smoothie.

178

I think I might be eating more than I need to. otherwise I would be losing weight.
I hope to lose weight.
maybe eat less. that would save loads of cash too.

weighed myself finally, (175!!!!!!!)i have been really not taking the time to do my health routine. which used to be weight, measures, fish oil twice a day for cholesterol, you know… vitamins…
pilates, walking,
eating my good food.
i mean, there is only so much energy. My kids, they are only 1st and 3rd grade but they get projects and homework that i have to be involved in…
i take them to school and pick them up,
4 miles each way.
i work at home, their dad gives me no money.
work is going better , thank God,
i do not have anyone to watch them in a pinch but could work on that,
there is an after school program that I started using again,
they could do more chores( i need to make a chart)
they could go to bed earlier,.,.,
do their homework earlier… ( mainly the 3rd grader moans about her homework for the majority of the day then starts when its bedtime. ugh!
OH ALSO<,, i used to pay a lady to help me clean but really do not want to do that anymore. so I am doing more, (i know it seems like I am making excuses, but I think it is a lot)