i am just tired of thinking what do others think of me … i know who i am and what i am doing so i will not think about that any more. 4 months ago

Started reading a book called “Whatever You Think of Me is None of My Business”. Interesting title, no? I will review when completed. 4 months ago

For years i was in a horrible depression.. I was extremely self conscious, and paranoid of what people were constantly saying or thinking about me. This sounds extremely generic, and dumb, but you’ve truly got to surround yourself with positive, motivating people… You can’t allow the words people say, to hurt you. Find the things that make you happy, and do them. Wear the clothes that make you smile, because if you’re like me, who was wearing all black when your favorite color is pink, just stop… Consider that we are all human. We all say stupid things. We all hurt. Learn to love yourself, and everything around you won’t matter as much… When you love yourself, and have people that love you for you, everyone else in the world, and their opinions just don’t matter. 4 months ago

That people arr always going to have something to say about you either positive or negative. A lot of people tried to hurt me by the things they said and the things they did to me and the worst part was they always turned the story around to make me look like the bad person. Next thing i knew is people who haven’t even met me or wasn’t a big fan or me believed the lies. Well i ended up separating myslef from the people and to this day they still talk about me. Well im moving on to bigger and better things and i dont care anymore. They take time out of their day talking and plotting about me and thats going to leave them bitter,guilty,lonley,and stuck in the past. They say not taking chances in life is the worst because you never know what the outcome may be. So im done crying and feeling sorry for myself. I have a beautiful life which God has planned for me and i cant wait to grasp it completely. And for the people that hurt me please close your mouths lol. Yes, i am making it and good luck living in the past because the present is here and the future is among us. At the end of the day I know who I am =]

exhale 4 months ago

And I’ve decided in some ways that’s not all bad, or I’d just be on a selfish rampage, so for me personally .. And I’ve thought about this, between my other 43T goals of ‘be more confident’ and ‘be a better person’ I feel this goal is partially redundant, especially with the confidence goal, and I find evidence of this as I struggle and don’t really come up with meaningful entries to write about this goal. I gave it a go as far as brief mental commitment, but again, spirit of what I’m after I feel is already captured elsewhere.

So really, simplification is a lifelong commitment. 5 months ago

I want to not care anymore!...
But it’s hard…. and it’s even harder to not listen to them when you’re alone…. 6 months ago

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eAfyFTzZDMM
(whispers)heres a song…enjoy… 6 months ago

i like to write a book on the pattern of pharmacy to doctors to goverment to patient it is a sad game of money 7 months ago

this is not possible as i am weak kind of guy 7 months ago

Small strides have been made. Need to start working up to bigger things. 7 months ago