escape society

There are many times when I’m lonely, but I am never alone. I am never away from everyone to where I can do anything and not worry.
Can I really escape from society? 7 hours ago

Just feel like I could do better. As if a fresh start could bring some type of meaning to my life. I often feel hopeless, even though my current job keeps me on the go. What to do ? 3 weeks ago

Over the past few months I have realized that I just want to walk off and leave everything behind me. I want to spend the rest of my life travelling out of a backpack moving form place to place. There will be lots of people that I will miss and maybe even a few that will miss me but although they don’t realize it I just don’t fit! I prefer my own company and I like nothing more than to think and to see new things and new cultures. I am planning on walking from the South of England to the Highlands in Scotland first and simply camping and living off the land. Is this possible? I don’t know but I have to try. If anyone else has these feelings I would love them to share with me. 1 month ago

Maybe I should go somewhere where no one can ever find me, like…Sweden or Iceland…or…South Korea. I’ll have to make sure that its got lots of snow.

I could also get a pet. I like cats. I should bring a cat along with me.

Alaska works too. 1 month ago

Or maybe I can reside by the mountains in the Alps 2 months ago

Lyrics to one of my favourite Songs. It sort of describes the place I feel I want to escape to:

I want to live where soul meets body
And let the sun wrap its arms around me
And bathe my skin in water cool and cleansing
And feel, feel what its like to be new

Cause in my head there’s a greyhound station
Where I send my thoughts to far off destinations
So they may have a chance of finding a place
where they’re far more suited than here

And I cannot guess what we’ll discover
When we turn the dirt with our palms cupped like shovels
But I know our filthy hands can wash one another’s
And not one speck will remain

And I do believe it’s true
That there are roads left in both of our shoes
But if the silence takes you
Then I hope it takes me too
So brown eyes I hold you near
Cause you’re the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere

Where soul meets body
Where soul meets body
Where soul meets body

And I do believe it’s true
That there are roads left in both of our shoes
But if the silence takes you
Then I hope it takes me too
So brown eyes I hold you near
Cause you’re the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere 3 months ago

First of all, I would like to dedicate a few words to the people who continue to piss me off day after day: “Screw You @#%** !!!!!!”

It’s amazing how I can no longer stand any of the people around me, specifically at school. Not the Admin. In specific, but EVERYONE!!! People are…….BAD! They are BAD people! They are PATHETIC people, they are UNBEARABLE people. There is no way I’m staying here any longer. I have to leave……I have to escape……I have to RUN away from them!!!!! They’re stupidity is contagious…..I can feel it.

I just can’t stand this society any more…..this community is intolerable!! Even the looks they give to each other are looks of constant paranoia. You can hear them speaking to you….whispering to you….”I hate you. I want to see you go down. Don’t trust me. Just because you’re not paranoid doesn’t mean I’m not out to get you!”

This is a place where all Devils roam free. It is a Living Hell !!! 4 months ago

To escape society, I am not happy, and people do not bring me any relief, it’s not their fault it’s me I am unfulfilled. So making several Indie films should help, as well as walking across America ( coast to coast ), I live in San Francisco.
So any advice is helpful, or if you have a plan, fill me in. 4 months ago

Ever since I went to India, I have been slowly realizing that I really don’t need all that I have – I could live with so much less and still be happy. I would be perfectly fine sleeping out in the open without a mattress or pillows, using a pump for water, showering outside, and not having many of our modern conveniences. It seems to me that for everyone to have these things would, and is very hard on the environment.

It also detracts from what really matters in life – actually living it. As a result of everyone in the west being so consumed with having a “comfortable” lifestyle, they have also sacrificed a good portion of their lives to work constantly in office jobs corporate jobs etc, to make more money, to buy things they don’t need at all. As the quote in Fight Club goes; the stuff you own, ends up owning you.

I don’t want to live my life this way. It’s a fucking rat race and I don’t want to be apart of it. 4 months ago

Run…

Can’t I just undo it all…
Start over…

Stop caring…

Write…delete…rewrite…create…destroy…recreate…

Is it really worth it??

Run Run Run Run Run Run Run Run Run Run!!

“Save this entry”....”Account”....”Log Out”....”Shut Down”

Then put on some shoes and RUN!!!!!!!!!

Good night every one! I am off to RUN! I’ll be back!! I just need to BREATHE!!! 4 months ago