be more spontanious

Spontaneity is one of the few things I think I have learned to do well, or as well as someone can be when acting on impulse alone. Some of the greatest stories I have are products of spontaneity. From Midnight food runs spanning three states to
huge Fresh Prince of Bel-Air sing alongs at parties, the randomness just makes every situation so much more enjoyable.
Parking lot football games during fire alarms, insane actions in Mexico, even last second pranks have a charm of their own. It helps that I have a group of friends who have my back no matter what and a family that loves me and tolerates so much. Letting the day flow naturally is an experience that can create some incredible times. I need to learn how to stop second guessing when it comes to girls though. I’ve noticed that when approaching them I think too much. Gotta stop that and just relax.

I try to be but everyone around seems to wnat to plan every last detail of things, grrr

i dont know how spontanious i would like to be, but i think for now that the little moments of almost off-the-cuff things are good for me. on a gorgeous sunny day a few days ago me and a friend happened to bump into each other, both of us were free, we called around a few people and ended up going off to the beach a few hours later. i dont want that sort of thing everyday of course, but the occasional shake up of day-to-day monotomny is sometimes essential. it made me feel positive.

Sometimes, I wish I were wild and carefree.
Sometimes, I am wild and carefree.

But I want to be wild and carefree
all
the
time.