earn a 4.0 this semester

Officially there are two As on my transcript and I know there are two more As coming. The other class, B for genetics, DAMNIT. Sigh, again.

Very soon, we shall see.

I am dropping PChem. I just don’t have the motivation to do well and it’s burning away precious time. I feel like a failed even though I know it could not have been prevented.

For one reason or another I stopped caring after he left me about school. I already bare an enormous burden from past school debit and a difficult living situation. Now I have lost every foot hold on living a real life and as consequence my dignity. Leaving the work force to chase an elusive unicorn is starting to look ridiculous and a foolish move.

I am starting to worry since there is nothing really holding me back from getting everything completed. The weekend is gone. I need to STOP PROCRASTINATING ALREADY.

Physical Chemistry A
Health and Safety A
Independent Research A
Spanish A
Genetics A
Special Topics in Chemistry A
Music Appreciation A

This is what my transcript will reflect.