fill my life with people and things ive always wanted to do...

• My Gf
• My mother
• My Sister
• Selected cousins
• My gf’s family
• Makeup artists
• Fashion Designers
• Stylists
• Poets
• Artists
• Musicians
• Creatives
• People that can make me LAUGH!

• Positivity
• Love
• Laughter
• Happiness
• Friendship
• Loyalty
• PEACE

I think because i’m still hurting from knowing that my “friends” aren’t really “friends” until they want something from me…

So like, basically all my old friends are very wrapped up in their lives and thats understandable. Its a part of life, right?

My mother is in my life, my father is too and im very greatful.

My father is sick with prostate cancer and is receiving radiotheraphy every week day for the next month.

I hardly saw him growing up from 5 years old but he came back to London from Jamaica after he got married when i was about 16/17 years old.

I’m 21 now. i see my father nearly every Sunday to see how he getting on and to be there for him.
Why do i feel bad that i have other things to do even though he is sick. I mean its not like i dont care coz i really do
I love make-up, fashion, beauty, travelling, art, photography, nature…

Ive established that and now i want them in my life ALL the time as well as the people.
I plan on travelling and alot of my “home” friends wont be there so i have to make friends wherever i am…

Im sure they’ll have things in common with me… <3

People that are so negative and pessimistic need to GO

People i LOVE and LOVE me back regardless.
DONE

Things…. will get back to ya…