Stop Putting Things Off

I definately don’t put things off.. I just don’t have time for them is all:)lol So I am taking this off my list as I think it can be considered complete.

Well I keep looking at this goal and keep thinking about removing it from my list- but this morning looking at it I think I will keep it. For months I have been looking at it and thinking.. “I don’t put things off, I just don’t have time to do them.”
But to be honest I do put things off that are things in my life I want to do and put all the HAVE to do’s up at the front of my list. I guess this goal could be tied in with “making time for myself” goal.I realized yesterday I haven’t written anythig creative in over a year now. Granted I am not very good at it, but I love writing about life and I love poetry, even though I only have 1 poem that I have written…. but still I think it is pretty good:) I think I will start carrying a little booklet so that when I have moments of inspriation I can write my thoughts down, maybe come back to them later, maybe not- but this way at the end of the day laying in bed I won’t feel cheated out of taking a moment for myself even if it is just jotting down a thought or two:)

I am the worst at this. Especially when it comes to classes. I mean, people say you change in college, but I haven’t yet.

I have started getting so terrible at putting things off. I cant really name anything in specific, because its really everything. I feel like I need some sort of motivation. I think one reason I do it more now is that I live in an apartment that I am starting to hate. I cant get anything done, so I end up so disgusted that I dont care. I am planning on moving, I hope that helps.

The internet…oh, the internet.

I am supposed be cleaning and unpacking stuff I moved home from FB’s house….I’ve emptied two bags and two boxes. Not really put those things anywhere. I mean, I started to….

This is reeeee-diculous.

I had to call the person who was my most dreaded phonecall to make from a few weeks ago; she was supposed to send something in the mail to me and I still haven’t received it, so I thought “I should call her.” So, I’ve been thinking about making this phonecall since about Thursday of last week, and I did it today. I called her, asked for a status update, and also asserted myself with regards to two other things I wanted, and it all went soooooo beautifully. As I knew it would.

This is a breeeeeze!!

Finally made that last phone call. The one I’ve been dreading for months. I’m so lame it’s not even funny.

The woman I had to speak to was so nice, I had nothing to worry about.

It’s proven to me time and time again; the things I worry about the most never actually come to pass.

Now I just have one more to make.

Everything is turning out exactly as I’d hoped.

i have to do it.

i have to do it now.

there is nothing wrong with saying “i don’t have them”, when that is the truth. people loose thngs in moves all the time.

i will do this.

now.

Someone pllleeeeaaaaasssseeee kick me in the arse? I am putting too much stuff off, for the most ridiculous reasons.