sit by the ocean

I have been to the ocean,Oceanside, in San Diego, and it was the first time i had seen a ocean. It was awesome.I just wanted to sit and take in all i could.I live in southwest Kansas and there is only small lakes here.It was so peaceful and beautiful i wished i was there alone,my husband and in-laws were there,and though i love them all, i wanted to be alone with my thoughts and dreams! There was so much going through my mind. With every wave coming in i felt so calm and at peace more then i ever had.I wished this could stay with me forever!I thought a lot about my life. The things i had done and what i wanted to do.I am a 16yr., breast cancer survivor and when something like that enters your life you are changed forever. Some good and some bad. I really try to think postive and i know it has helped me survive this long.My faith played a big part to.There are still good and bad days though.I have just done the things i have to to deal with this.Someday i am going back to the ocean for some ME time.

The magic eight ball said that I might like to do it. I think that it is a great goal. Just to sit by the ocean and take everything in!

the difference i found at blackpool was that the sea was so calm. like jesus was there standing in the ocean and that there had been a hectic storm and he had calmed it down.

i sat there in front of my hotel this morning early, but i was sitting on the tables and chairs… the sea was a bit choppy this morning. but i just took a few minutes out of my time and just thanked god.

basically i never had enough time as we were always busy, either playing football, or swimming, or riding rollercoasters, going to restaurants, going to pubs etc etc… but i am planning to go back next month and hopefully it wont be such a rush and i can just sit and chill and sort out my future…