be in love forever

My fiance just broke up with me because his feelings “changed.”

First loves are brutal, I invested so much into our relationship and never stopped trying.

THIS time around… I promise myself I will find someone who truly appreciates me, who spends time with me, does things for me, and doesn’t act put out when I try to do things for them. I’ll find someone who’s a good match, who has goals, ambitions, and respect for me. I’ll find someone who is JUST as passionate as me and won’t turn me down every time I want something. I won’t be naive, I’ll be wiser, more independent, more mysterious. I will do things for myself, make myself happy and stand up for myself when I’m wronged.

I also won’t be afraid to love. I now know the difference between someone TRULY loving you and when people mistake infatuation and emotions for love.

I am a hopeless romantic, and want to be in love forever. I want my mate to feel the same way, because I don’t think it’s possible unless both people are into that. My Jakey has said he’ll love me until he takes his last breath…and we want to be buried next to each other so we’ll always together. <3 But he has not said he wants to be in love forever. He doesn't really think of things like that i'm pretty sure. He knows he loves me and always will, and that's that. KISS

I want my husband to always think im the most beautiful woman hes ever seen.

.... and I want it to Last Forever..!!!!

True to myself…I know nothing of True, Real, Passionate Love. I’ve either loved Hopelessly without being loved back, or been loved more than I thought any person could be loved, yet not Loved the person back. But then I watch a couple of movies, hear a couple of songs, and go on the Small yet Common Knowledge of Love that has happened in my life which I actually know of….

and honestly, i was it to last.

i was it to last forever

That no matter what happens, i’ve aready fufilled this goal.
I will always love my Daniel, forever.

Even if he stops loving me, or dies….or i die.

It feels good to achieve a goal.

can’t love forever if the other person isnt willing to.

Honest to God there’s no one I could be more in love with. He is absolutely perfect. Lovely, kind, generous, sexy, kinky. He’s looked after me even though there’s been so much against us. It’s been so tough but when I’m around him it’s so easy to forget. We’re going to get married and have 4 children and a big house in the country. I love him so much. He’s my knight and shining armour.

My husband is gone most the time and I feel like a slave here. All I do is clean up his crap while he’s gone and cook his dinner and then he leaves me here by myself while there’s loads of freaking stuff that needs to be done. I’m so pissed. Why did I get married and why the heck did I move to this miserable place? Is it possible for me to be in love forever? Sometimes I think I should have just stayed single and that I’m not cut out for marriage at all.

because I tried. & it’s okay. I’ll be fine. & love might not last forever but it was nice while it lasted.