Find a church where I feel comfortable

I am basically a coward. I am ashamed to go because I live with my BF who I doubt if I will ever marry. I certainly don’t want to lie about it either. He believes in God and is a good person but had no(and I mean no) religious training. This is not an item of contention between us though. It really feels like he was sent to me at this time because I don’t know how I would get over my divorce or the loneliness that I feel since my children have grown/flown.
Also I HATE, HATE, HATE going alone and the “please stand up if you’re new here” thing.
Help, I’ve taken to watching Joel Osteen on TV. He’s great and all but I know a need a church family.

better person b/c of it.

I just never feel like going on Sunday mornings.

Isn’t that horrible?

I totally missed last week for stupid personal reasons (and I didn’t even oversleep – I just could NOT get my self together for some reason) but I went the two weeks before that and I actually like the church.

It’s very nice!

unless I go out looking. . .