stop beating myself up for small failures

Instead of worrying about it, I let the past go and focus on the future.
It’s helped so much.

I’ve let myself slide back to the spot I was before. I’ve let negative thoughts run rampant. This happened despite my hyper vigilance on it. Maybe it happened because of it.
I’m hurting now, but I’ll let myself get back on track.

Today, I forgive myself for feeling things on such a negative plane. Right now, I will make the necessary actions to start healing again.

its okay that i am not on law review. its okay that i am not on law review. its okay that i am not on law review. maybe if i keep saying it i will believe it one day.

I am so much better at this that I think I’m going to remove it as it no longer inspires.

I am impressed with my increasing ability to do this. Now if I could just kick the anxiety symptoms 100%... I would call this one done.

that I’m completely failing at this…

I forget to work out… I beat myself up. I have a typo in my brief. I beat myself…. I let something hurt my feelings… oh I’m such a wimp.

I really want to give this up, but those 45 cheers I have for this goal make me keep it on this list. But don’t expect me to complete it anytime soon.

for months and months i’d wake up every sunday morning not only wondering where i was, but how i could stoop so low. don’t worry about it! we are all young, and these “failures” should be re-circuited into your memory as “adventures.” yep, when you look back one day you’ll think you were a naive asshole, but hey, at least you went out and did you. funny thing is, when you finally get the idea in your head that you’re not a failure, you kinda change your attitude about everything, and maybe on sundays even start to wake up at your own place.

(by the way, my comment about where you wake up on sunday isn’t just literal, but metaphysical, metaphorical, figurative, etc.)

I’ve managed to stop focusing on the little failures in life, but it’s because I feel as though I’ve permeated my existence with big, massive failures.

Now the small failures feel like achievements.

SOOOOOOO… Today when I left my notebook in english on accident, I didn’t even think about freaking out, normally I probably would’ve like had a stroke or something!!!!!! Its not much, but it’s progress!!!!!!!!!!!!!!