become more responsible

Good thing I live in Italy, because:
-I never got to school or to any appointment on time
-I never finished writing any paper on time
-when I was 16 I didn’t send my application on time and risked to lose a wonderful year in China
-I didn’t send my ISEEU on time and got a 100 euro fee
-in Uni, during a project exam I forgot at home the model I had been working for the past month and had to run home to get it.
-I never pay the rent on time
-I never answer text messages
- I study for my exams only from one week before the exam day itself
-I forgot about an internship deadline and missed a golden chance
-I didn’t go to the last two revisions in my interior architecture exam, so I have to give it in october.
-I didn’t eat the expensive meat I had bought, and when I opened it, it had become gray
- I make so much food rot because I either forget about it or I’m too lazy to cook it

:)

I’m afraid I might become a failure because of these stupid little things, I think it’s all because I’m a spoiled brat with my head between the clouds, a real lazy guy who does things only only only if necessary.
I do not want to be like this, I don’t want to waste 20 minutes each day looking for my keys or my wallet, creating piles of clothes each day just to decide what to wear and not cleaning up because after half an hour I’m late and I have to rush.
I’d like to not have to sleep 7 hours each night to be fresh, 7 hours is way too much time wasted !!!!!
I need a vacation !!! or an analyst :P

Today, I start the journey on being more responsible. I am the most irresponsible person I know and this has made me very sad for most of my life. So much so that I tried to kill myself. I am 26 years old and I have been in college for 8 years. I got Kicked out and I am trying to get back in, but that is going to be hard because I have so much debt to pay. I am so ashamed of myself that i cannot talk to anyone about it especially because of the fact that i got myself into this mess. I have been lying to everyone around me because i fill so ashamed when they ask me questions. i no longer go out to places where i’ll meet people i know. this is my last resort and i hope i can click the i’m done button at the end of the day.

i am twelv and am doing realy bad in school i get referls and cant find my woork if you have any subggestions please let me know i need some help my mom is on her last nerv

But I dont wanna

ii reliaize that i dont take responsible for the mistakes i make. and i want to. i mean i really do try to but i hate being wrong…i always make excauses but can never say yea i did that i was wraong. but ughh! its so hardd. if anyone knows any tricks with thiss. be free to sharee please :]]

so far I have everything planned out but I haven’t really taken action. But I’m trying to start, now that I have organized myself.

ya, i would too… r u in love with him like i do.. thinking everytime u see apicture of him, you know he is actually out there in the world?? well me 2.. i would just love to find out his number one of these days!

I was able to buy a car in May and I’ve been able to pay the insurance and buy gas every month. I graduated and I’m now attending college. While I’m not a model student (Who is?), I’m passing all my classes with atleast a B. Surprisingly, none of that was very difficult. I just had to put some effort and time into it and now I’m taking care of my responsibilities.

My mom has pointed out to me time and time again that I dont do anything around the house…naturally, i argue that i do sometimes or that I dont have time…but the fact is…I do have time, and I dont do jack! I feel horrible that I do nothing to help out and neither does my little brother. I am tired of fighting with my mom about being irresponsible. I am a senior in high school now so I need to grow up. Soon I will be on my own, so now I am going to make a big effort to be responsible!! YESSS!

I got my driver’s liscense a week ago and that’s definitely a step in the right direction. I’m going to pass my classes with the best gpa I’ve had all four years. My biggest issue was graduating and now that I know that’s not a problem I feel so much better. My parents are off my back and it’s amazing. I’ve been working at my job for almost a year and I’ve saved up a good chunk of money for a car. I guess I’m not as irresponsible as I have been lead to believe. When I’ve secured everything for college, buy a car, and know I can pay the bills I’m bound to have, I think I can say this goal has been accomplished.