i want to love him but don’t know how
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I would love to fall in love. i know im only young but i would love to fall inlove with somebody. Love is beautiful and i want to feel it for someone.
...it’s like a dream, a fantasy, something in a very distant future and it seems to never get closer…I am reaching 30, and now I get it! now I know how women feel when they reach this age and start feeling alone…when everyone else around seems to have found their life partner, and yet, here I still am…I am in love, but with my two children. I thought I was in love once, but I am not sure, I think it might have been because I was with child, and I thought that I had to be in love, but now I don’t know…I want to be with a man who knows how to disarm me without scaring me, who gets through my walls and makes me completely emotionally dependent on him with no intentions of ever letting me down, I want a man who tells me I am his life, who knows my weaknesses like no one else, but would never dream of using it against me…i want to be the woman who is so in love that I don’t care if I am exhausted from a hard day at work, I still will make a meal to share with him because he too had a hard day at work, I want to be able to trust a man around my children and not have to always wonder if the kindness towards then has an alterior motives….I want to fall in love, madly, unconditionally, beautifully…in love…and I want to be loved…
Jasmiola is trying to figure out life.
I’m not sure why this is so hard. I feel that I am worthy of love, but it eludes me. I’m not sure where to start, but falling in love with the right person is important to me. I went to a friend’s wedding today, and was awestruck at the obvious love between them…I am extremely happy for them but admittedly a bit jealous. I am tired of being alone.
I really want to fall in love some body but I don’t know how to start and whether I will really love the one who I will marry. I even don’t know what really love means and don’t know the difference between love and passion. Hope God helps me do it.
Guys I go out with always say they love me, but I can’t fall in love with them. I was in love with my boyfriend at uni and I think I still am, but I can’t tell if I love him NOW or just kind of . . . remember that I did, if you see what I mean. I’d love to have that feeling again of being so sure and so happy. I’m worried I’ll never feel it again with him or anyone else :(
I want to fall in love. No, really. I have been on my owm for a long time and I think at this point I need to meet someone that I can fall in love with. Not just hang out with, but someone I can’t live without. I also want this person to fall in love with me.
But is it taht easy? I don’t think so. After avoiding love for so long I feel like I am not on my game, so I need to work on that. I also neeed to broaden my horizons more so taht I get the opportunity to meet someone.
Ahhhhh….now where do I start?
desitala1986 is bout to go zzzzz tired as hell!!!
i just endend three yr relationship he hurt me more than any other human being has , we were enagged im ready to move on i miss being happy i cant remember the last time i was
islandgirl420 Livin My Life~
I know i’m probably not ready yet, but I want to fall in love, I mean like real love. I was married for 18 years to an Abusive man, physically, and mentally, I took it.. and now that I Look at it.. his love wasn’t REAL.
I don’t know how it feels, to actually fall in love.. I don’t even know if I would recognize it if it happend…
But yeah.. one of my goals in this NEW life I have.. is to, one day… fall in love, with someone, who will REALLY love me back.


