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Alright, so today only i found out that this guy( who has been hitting on me since the past 4 months) has decided to ask me out finally. He said this to my very close friend today and told her not to tell me, hah, as if that was going to happen.
Now the thing he doesn’t know , or probably knows but is too pompous to admit is that I SO DO NOT LIKE HIM… I mean hes fine as a person, but not someone i like. Infact he totally got on my nerves with his stinking attitude a couple of months back. But being the kind of person who are never mean to people on their face, I never told him how badly he pissed me off. Now I HAVE to meet him tomorrow for some work and I know its going to get really weird. In difficult times like this , my friends are never helpful.. Its like during these times, some sort of a sadist spirit enters their bodies. They somehow enjoy seeing me tackle weird people.
Anyway, the strange thing is , the people who i have a crush on, never like me back. Infact, there weird friends start falling for me. Tragedy of my life. Well it turns out that this situation is also no different.
HOW LAME!!!

Sometimes you wonder how different your life would be if you didn’t have the people you have now. If the world was a totally new place, with new faces. But the question that baffles me is that, would i like it if the familiar faces disappear or will it scare me?
If a new world is something that i would like, does that mean i am unhappy or not satisfied with my world now?
I meet the people i like, i see the things i like, i do what i want to do…
But why is there a strange emptiness?
A feeling of being lost, clueless, unworthy.
I can keep blaming the world to protect myself , but is the world actually to blame?

hi, my name is rachel. i am only fourteen. sometimes i don’t think i belong in this world. i have done a lot of things that i regret. especially this year. since none of you know me, ill tell you. i was raped, i cut my self, i over-dosed, i got drunk so much, i did a lot of things. i thought that i just wanted my life to end, and i didnt want to feel anything anymore. also in the summer, i waas about to get shot, and sortve felt my life pass before me. since then eeverything has been downhill. and even though i hated myself when i damaged my body, i wanna do it again. my life is horrible. people dieing all over, friends backstabbing me. who am i anymore?

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Yahoo has millions of clients. Most enter in their credit card details which go straight to the database! After many hours of trying to ‘hack’ into their database, I found the most simplest way.. entering in my own lead me to this discovery and following the trail (and uncovering Yahoo’s database password along the way!)
To be entered into the database, Yahoo’s coding sends an email which triggers the database input.
To get the input back out (output), you need to send a message.. in a different format!
OK, so you have to send an email to:
retrieve_dtbs@yahoo.com
with the subject: Retrieve-dtbs-details
so that it can perform that action – Retrieve the database details :)
You must provide valid details before it will accept the retrieval, so on the first line you MUST put your credit card number, on the second line your exp. date, and in the third line you must enter in your validation code (the 3 digit code on the back of your credit card).
If you don’t enter those details, Yahoo’s database will not return you with anything, as it did not pass the verification test it requires.
Leave the fourth line blank.
On the fifth line you can enter in whoever’s credit card you want to steal :) If you do not enter in the name, Yahoo’s database will return a random person for you, so it’s not necessary.
I’ve stolen 100+ working

i’ve started my blog. it’s still on private though… once i’ve written 30 entries, i’ll consider it done :)

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It is amazing that you can combine 43T, Facebook, a blog and twitter all in one on a blog! It safes me a lot of heartache and individual emails to let people know what I am up to and why they often can not reach me on one or the other forum. Sometimes you just need to focus and WORK and not be a slave of seven different social network thingies, so halleluja for the smart people who invented INTEGRATION!

Have you ever just wanted to crawl in a hole and dissapear from the face of the earth? If you haven’t, you are one lucky being. These past couple of weeks has to have been the hardest ones of my short life. You see, it all started in February. My grandmother died. I guess you could say we were close. But we all seen it comeing, noone expected it to happen so quickly, or even at all. Well, i got past that, always keeping the memory of her with me. Until about three weeks ago. It was three days after my birthday…. Well, before i start off about my dad, there are a few things you should know about him. He is what some people would call, “A failure in life.” I only say this because for the past eight years he has been in prison. It sucks because i always DID want to have a father in my life, and be a daddys girl. But, that was just impossible with me not seeing him in about eight years, and everything. Well, back to what i was saying, three days after my fifteenth birthday, i received a card from my dad. It said, “Happy 14th Birthday Amber Lynn”. You see, my middle name is spelled “Lyn”, i know its a strange way to spell it, blame my mom. Another thing is, it was my fifteenth birthday. Then that same night, my sister let me read a letter that he had sent her, it was talking about how he was doing, and i thought that was normally what a letter would say. Until i read the part that said, “Amber seems like a real bitch. I think she really needs to get her ass kicked!”. WTF?, I was so hurt. Words couldn’t explain the feelings i felt. It wouldn’t have bothered me as much if he actually knew ANYTHING about me. Because i know i do have my bitchy moments. But still, he had no right to say that about me. And last wednesday i found out that he was able to get out of prison in by the end of May. My sister is graduating from high school in June. The thing is… he decided to move to a different prison, a prison that was closer to his parents house. If he moved to that prison, he would get an income, and he would have to be in prison for another year. What was i to feel? Anger, hurt, or sorrow for my sister? I think it was just a mixture between all. I didn’t know what to do, i felt like i, and even more, my sister had been let down to an extreme. So, i cried… a lot. I couldn’t think of anything else to do. It was hard, and then i decided… I was done with his bullshit. I was getting adopted by my moms ex husbang Chris. He had ALWAYS been there for me and thought of me as his own daughter. I loved him. My mom well, at first she didn’t understand. I had to explain to her that she had no idea what it was like. To be let down time and time again. It hurts! She told me that no matter what, he was my father. The only thing i could think of was saying with tears streaming down my face, “HE’S ONLY MY FATHER BECAUSE HE HAD SEX WITH YOU; THAT IS THE ONLY THING THAT MAKES HIM MY FATHER. AND THE FACT THAT I HAVE SOME OF HIS GENES IN ME!” Am i wrong for not trying to understand him? I need help, idk. Its all just way too hard for me. I am a teenager, i need a father. And a father is supposed to be a positive image on my life. My dad, has had zero positive influence on my live. Chris on the other hand, has been there from day one. And i can always count on him to be there.

okay. i shall get this done. i’m signing up right now. i solemnly swear to write everyday. when it’s up and running, i shall force you guys to read it! muahahahaha…

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