Learn my purpose in life

It’s the question that’s bothered me for so long. What am I supposed to do? Why am I here? Do I have some sort of destiny? I guess I’ll find out in time…

I’ve decided that I’m not supposed to know this.
My purpose in life is to have fun, do what I want
to do, and my life will eventually have purpose.

I try and try to make things work in my life. I tried to take care of my kids. That didn’t work. The courts took them from me, which just unravled all the strings I laid down to make the perfect web to hold my house together. I had my son’s SSI sending a check to pay for the rent. I had free medicalization for the whole house. We all had counseling, PSR’s, and all other medical needs being taken care of. I was still trying to get my SSI for my Aspergers, ADHD, and seizures. everything looked great. The only thing that could ruin everything happened though. My ex-husband was awarded the kids on the account I supposedly missed an appointment that was never missed. The psychiatrist wrote the date down wrong. I tried to tell the judge the appointment was for a week from the day in which we were in court that the appointment date hadn’t even hit yet, but without proof he wasn’t going to listen to me. With no SSI check coming in from my check, I had no home to go to. I take care of other people homes for a place to stay. I don’t know where my life is heading, but I’m a wee bit lost in life, and I hate my sister Elizabeth and my mother Connie E Conner because when I need support they weren’t there for me. Instead my mother helped bail my ex out of jail and gave him a place to live after hitting me and being placed in jail by me.

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