give up smoking as of today, 2nd of October 2006

glad i did this too!
i still cheat if i party but hardly party!

Okay I guess as a larger human would cheat on a diet I cheat here and there still mainly when i’m drinking!
now i don’t know if i consider cheatting but it is i’m lieing to myself when my mother drives to work with me she smokes and the smell just bugs me! so i hit it once and i can’t smell it anymore!
and that’s about it!
with the cheating at least!

soon it will be a year! I have cheated more then I would like to but a few puffs here and there isn’t really that big of a deal with me! i don’t worry when i will have my next smoke or hit of one! and honestly it’s very few and far between! Mainly when i’m around other smokers and i’m parting! so i found my supper weak spots!

Yeah i cheated a few times but nothing to worry about i’ll never be a smoker again! :)

Well i cheated again over the weekend!
but i still have yet to buy a pack.. i do not enjoy it! the good thing is I don’t go through withdrawl or have cravings much at all anymore not even with the cheating!
I am so proud of my self!
but i am keeping this on here for my reminder!
It’s good to know why I quit and what drove me there! :)
Thanks for everyones support you all have been wonderful!!! :)

Okay there was a Large party on x-mas with friends we were drinking and i smoked didn’t by any but bummed smokes all night long!
I haven’t touched nore wanted to touch a smoke sence then but I guess i’m down one day!
it does feel nice not wanting to smoke to!
I think i can handle not smoking unless it’s a BIG night!
funny on the way home as i was getting undrunk i was smoking the last smoke me and my partner i threw it out the window it tasted so gross! yuck!
so this would be day 2 of non smoking after a night of grossness!
:)
I’m still very proud of myself and GLAD i didn’t feel the need to smoke the past to days!
I can finally fully say
I KICKED THE BUTT
:)

sence i posted! i do the math for how long i stopped smoking! I really wanted to smoke a smoke the other day at the christmas party with my lovers side of the family! But I made it through the desire of the old habit…
i don’t think about it at all at work but i do miss my breaks! can’t wait till summer i’ll go out side again!
with my lover and i hiking more it’s best if we don’t smoke! evenmore with our packpacking trips we plan to do!
so this has been a little difficult lately more notices but i’m sticking to my guns i’m not going to do that anymore!
i will coninute my healthy lifestyle.

So I have one more month to go and I can get this off of my list!
I’m so excite! I guess i’m more excited knowing i’ll never take that habit up again.. I guess what they say is right! the 3rd time is the charm!
that and Wanting to quit badly… And Benji! Kudo’s to you sweetie! I am so glad you help motivate me to stop this habit!
I’m truely grateful! :)

Well I’m still doing GREAT.. my mom started to give in! even Sarah got some gloves for the RHCP concert!
I’m still doing it strong!... And i still have that frame of mind that it’s all in my mind.. Not sure when i said i could mark this off! but for the hell of it i may just keep this here to remind me! How EASY this has been for once! A hard decision made easily! and that over all was hard!
lol
if that makes any sence then sweeeett!
:)
oh yeah i helped moved my mom going up and down the stairs I didn’t run out of breath! :)
First time in a while i haven’t ran out of breath!
Go me Go me go me!!!

i keep telling myself i want to be healthy and now i am wanting to do a work out rotine or some cardio! I may just do it all myself but i want to get a roll out mat for my studio room and do it there infront of the mirror!
yeah!
I love the new healthy me!’
and the chick who started this thread… I need to go thank her! for that extra boost to make me just do it!
:)