continue working on my books

I’m working on the fifth book and got the TCS website up and running. So now that I’ve exhausted myself with getting that done, now I can get back to the books.

I had started to work on the books again but then I got detered because the flow seems off. Instead I started working on a guide to help figure out the worlds, rules, practices, and families within the books. I’ve been working on it on and off adding things whenever I remember so finally when I say “It’s in the Conversationalist books,” there’s a place people can access.

The title is not clever, it just so happens that I glanced at The Making of the Atomic Bomb right before I decided to write an entry.

To get back on the original topic, book three and four lay in a waste land. I started having ideas for book five, but I was disappointed in myself that I have not yet completed book three and four. My issue with them is that my mindset is now different from when I first started writing them and I cannot exactly recollect or retrieve the feelings that I had when I was writing them. My writings are largely dependent on my feelings and experiences at the time so I think those two may just be converted to tales rather than full fledged books. Or perhaps I’ll just leave them alone in vain hope that some day I will understand what I was trying to capture (actually I know what I was trying to capture, but I got the chance to experience it somewhat and that’s what invoked the problem).

Due to school work I cannot invest the time to properly expand upon book five as yet. Time may not give itself until next year perhaps, so… I’ll blame Brooklyn College in the meantime.