Make peace with myself

I don’t want to feel guilty anymore about every little thing I’m doing ! I have to start to really work on that! It starts with such small things like eating food spiced with garlic, which I can’t enjoy because I’m thinking about my breath afterwards and that other people could be disturbed by that. Or I’m feeling easily guilty when I react to emotionally or after coming into conflict with somebody (sometimes I really have to prevent myself from apologizing even my point was right) . I would like to get so cool and self-confident as my best friend is. So I have to work on that so I can make peace with myself :)

I want to stop worrying that much. And be happier:)

I am in love

with me.

my past
my decisions
my life
how it’s turned out
my regrets
my mistakes
my partner
what I left behind
the good I have in my life
lost friends
a series of jobs that isn’t a career

In the tension of a particular moment today feeling frustration over my job, I caught myself thinking about the choice I make to stay, today, yesterday, and the choice I’ll make tomorrow. Buried underneath my internal drama I see I really make choices in my life, that I have that control over my destiny. Even if it’s a choice to accept what I can’t control.