MissDemeanour is Reflecting.
I quit smoking pot almost four months ago, and it brought about several wonderful changes in my life. My sleep patterns were better, I dreamt often, and I had a lot more energy.
I wish my next daunting hurdle was as easy to leap. I still smoke cigarettes, and I am a binge drinker… well, was.
Yesterday was my last day of drinking, and today I am firm in mind that I can achieve my goal of complete abstinence.
I am not physically dependent on alcohol, I just overdo it everytime.
I am physically dependent on cigarettes, and feel it is my absolute wosrt quality. I actually detest smoking. It’s a revolting habit that poisons your body, just as alcohol does.
These are my two worst demons that, hand in hand, have plagued my life for far too long.
My quit-smoking day will be tomorrow.
I have my inhaler, and I’m praying to God to grant me the strength required to overcome my weaknesses, and defeat the demons that harm me.
