Lunacera wanting to redesign my life.
After an insomniac-filled night, personal drama, and major anxiety, I went to work on a self-portrait to get some emotions out. I call it dealing. It occurred to me that I haven’t bought any new paints or brushes since my first painting supplies investment over 5 years ago. Updating my brushes and getting new paint was a good thing.
I finished my painting at the very least and I think it is halfway decent. A mediocre painting is ten times better than the painting that isn’t started or the stack of paintings that were never finished. At least it’s done. So I’m thinking I’ll do another one. I have to remind myself that each painting DOES NOT have to be a masterpiece.
When I let go, the process just happens and the painting finds itself finished. That’s a small victory for me.
