become a lycan

i am new to this place but i feel like a part of me is already one like a caged beast inside i loose my temper a lot i love love meat i even ate some raw meat without even knowing it was raw some times it freaks me out to think about turning … half of me doesn’t even believe it’s real ..like all of you are nuts!...but theres apart of me that is pulled to it… like last night I ate raw meat and the next day i felt like dying but today im totaly fine if any of wish to turn me please contact me or e-mail me @ preppykiller77@yahoo.com i live in lower Califonia please help or not… but if you want to help i would have to see some proof and be taught the ways and laws thnx btw im 18 a

I have always liked werewolves and Lycans but i prefer Lycans.for a while i have been researching them and i have also found my animal spirit to be a Wolf. Now i want to become one.

Note: I dident try any yet

1:Get bitten by a lycan
2:Sleep under a full moon in a field on Friday
3:Get cursed
4:Attain the deasease lycanthropy
5:Eat wolves brains (if u do, Ill kill u!)

ever since i heard about lycans ive wanted to be one

I like them and ever since i was 3 wanted to be one