What to do with my practice
8 months ago
I have no idea, and haven’t had for a while, of what I want to do with my meditation practice. It feels so good, and then again if I try to make it in any way formal it starts feeling forced and unnatural, and eventually I quit. Maybe I’m just not Japanese enough?
It’s a strange contradiction: Meditation is good for me. But to keep meditating consistently, I have to push myself. And pushing myself isn’t good for me!
And I won’t complete this goal unless I resolve this. And maybe not even then, as it’s a busy, busy period of my life right now.
