overcome this overwhelming feeling of sadness and lonliness.

Having friends that feel the need to include you in their life helps and I have that kind of friends all over the world.

Another cure for this is to start helping strangers, makes you feel useful and not so lonely in the world.

To Quote Jerebel , “completing this goal was not so much something I’ve done but something someone has done for me” :)

I have to say that completing this goal was not so much something I’ve done but something someone has done for me. I met someone whom I am crazy about and have been able to share my life with these past few months. It’s been wonderful, and I’ve left behind this overwhelming feeling of sadness and loneliness. Big hats off to my guy, Chuck. xoxo

I know this must be par for the course in rearranging my life again and moving and whatnot. I can’t help but feeling so lonely sometimes though and recently, it’s been so bad, I can only cry myself to sleep. I’ve not been sleeping very well. I keep waking up and am not able to fall back to sleep. I have so much trouble falling asleep to begin with. I just miss having someone that will wrap their arms around me and tell me it’s okay and let me be weak and overcome. Sometimes, even us Superwomen need that. I have these 3 wonderful people in my life, but I don’t want to burden them with the struggles I’m having. God knows they are doing enough for me right now.
I know part of it is that I’m not working right now and there has been a lot of time spent at home alone this week, but I’ve been struggling with this for a few months now and it just seems to be brought to a head.
I miss so dearly having someone in my life to share all of me. Someone that I can curl up to at night and love completely without restriction. I hold back pieces of me from the ones I love now. I can’t help not to. I’m still so afraid to give all of me to them because it seems so volitile still.
I miss having someone there at the end of the day to hug me and say, “it’s okay, we’ll kick the Earth’s ass together.” Moving North will definitely help with this I know. I’m just struggling right now.