share a deep, long, passionate, and soulful kiss with the man I really love

Ive done this now, but it still doesnt really change anything. DAMN.

so theres this guy, hes older and completely my type. for a while we buit our friendship up to the maximun level. then one night on msn he tells me he likes me (in his own perquliar way) at this point i was bursting with excitment. the thought of gettin the man i really wanted was enough to last me a life time. but things went really wrong and now its like we cant stand each other. i know how i feel about him, so much that ts impossible to describe. i know i shud tell him how i feel, but i cant. the thought of losing him all together terrifies me. i cant go on like this. i keep imaginin him and me and it just fits…even though hes caused so much crap i dtill want him.. some one help me out here

I have done this. I met a fabulous man whom I have fallen in love with. We met over the internet and suprisingly his kisses and touch were exactly like his description of them. Long, deep and passionate. I am not removing this goal because I never want to stop doing this. It was missing from my life before, and I am promising myself never to lose it again.

With over one thousand miles between me and my love, this is going to be quite a difficult task… Oh, if life were easy…

This isn’t going to be easy.