Become a Doctor and help people in a foreign country

So I got a job as a medical billing assistant, while is code for “filer” but even though a monkey or small child could do this job. it is really cool to be able to be working with medical files. I figure if I have to be dealing with stacks of paper, it might as well be interesting. Plus, before I’m done with the job, I will probably have picked out a baby name. So far the winner is Ziggy.I also really like Seymore, but I suppose I shouldn’t pick a name because it makes me laugh.

I just read all of the steps necessary to becoming a doctor and i pretty much want to go die. It reinforced the thought in the back of my mind that I am just not smart enough to become a doctor and that their is no way in hell I’m going to get into medical school, because I’m just an idiot who can’t pass her finals. I’m so angry I’m a horrible test taker. Maybe becoming a doctor isn’t for me.