feel needed

if you read some of my other entrys you would see how negative i am. even though i seem really cheerful in person i have really low self esteem. nowadays i dont feel needed. its hard for me to say this since im usually keeping things inside and locking them up making me feel worse each time. I try hard but everything i do seems to be wrong. I also feel like if i were to disappear noone would care. i hate feeling like that…it just doesnt feel good..

Oh Wouldn’t that be the greatest – to wake up every morning and feel like there is someone that needs you.

God Covered this one for me!

to be needed, i need something to take care of, but i can’t have pets where i live and every plant i’ve ever owned died because i took too much care of it…

its nice feeling wanted…my boyfriend wants me.