Fall in love with a good man.

for a Christian man for me to fall in love with. The man God has planned in His will for my life. I’m waiting for my prince. :) But something inside me is just so… there’s this guy who I grew up with and am friends with, and he’s a Christian, and he’s the sweetest guy you’d ever meet. I don’t quite know if I’m in love with him or not, but all I know is I can’t stop thinking about him and feeling this warm, fuzzy feeling inside. I just picture us married, having his kids, and living so intimate with him. We danced at our high school senior prom, and he’s just so romantic. He’s looking for a long term relationship, and so am I. He’s showing signs of liking me, and I’m showing them back, but we don’t seem to be taking it a step further. I think it’s cause we’re unsure if this is God’s plan for us right now.

I’m going to marry this man :3 and I know the feeling is mutual. No mushy gushy (though mushy gushy can be fun :P) bubbly feelings about it, I just know that the man I’m with now is the man I will marry ><

And to me it doesn’t feel cheap when I say (and mean) that I love him. There’s so much I don’t yet know about him and I’m excited to find out!

And to think, I didn’t think there were any good ones left.

I want to fall in love with a good man. I never been in love, and at 34 years old this is my dream. Falling in love is hard and staying together is even harder. I just want to be loved.