Give up on love

im 23 and i still havent fallen in love with a guy i’m tired of looking I dont need love in my life no more im giving up on love. Who needs love anyway. I thought i found the right guy but it didnt even last a week. i’ll never find someone =(

When i was younger, i thought that love is a fairytale..that one day, someone would rescue me from this loneliness and would be with me forever. Then i had my first love…boy, was i wrong! I thought after the worst was over, it will all be better…but now, im forgetting how it used to feel. Everything was gone…the feelings, the guy, and little by little the memories as well. But pain remained. Not for the lost love but because i am losing (or rather i already lost it) hope that somewhere out there is someone for all of us. And maybe some people are meant to be alone. So i’ve decided to stop dreaming and grow up. Reality was never a dream, but it’s what we really got.

It was my first time..to fall into love. I loved that guy soo much I could do anything for him. He loved me so too. Before we were both so caring to each other, so close to each other, we were best, best friends. And then it all happened. We confessed to each other..and he asked me if I wanted to date with him. Our first month was the best I could ever imagine, however in the second month it all changed…right now I’m not sure if we’re still together or not. I’m beginning to think that we’d be better off as friends..we acted even more like a couple back then. He doesn’t talk to me anymore…I still remember the time when he said that he wanted to be with my forever and always..

I think it’s over, really over..my first bittersweet love.

I’ve figured something out lately. I’m through with wondering what’s wrong with myself and the LOVE thing. Because it just never works out for me. I’ve even lost my friend and ruined my study for the stupid thing called LOVE. It’s ridiculous. I think there are some better things that I could do or should have done other than crying myself over it. One thing to another, I still want to achieve my goal as complete my medical studies here. So, I choose to close this door…forever.

hbg1009 said it right for me

“I am done… I can’t do it anymore. I was so in love, but its over.”

I have had 9 different relationships and the longest one out of them all was 2 weeks i just feel like i cant do anything right. Its been a year since iv had a girlfriend and i take it extremly hard i get realy realy lonely i give up

Sure I try to give up on love and finding a guy out there that really loves me, but I can’t. I can’t help but think that somewhere, our there, there’s somebody waiting for me. But I tired of wanting something this bad, and not getting it. It’s so hard.

Oddly enough, this site is the reason for the downfall of my last relationship. I obviously can’t blame everything on 43 things. But, it was the center stage of the beginning of the end.

Now, I am here 2 years later to say. I’m sorry, I’m not sorry. I’m hurting, I am not hurting. I am crying, I am not crying. It was the best of times, it was the worst of times. I know that this means nothing to anyone on this site.

I am done… I can’t do it anymore. I was so in love, but its over.

Been hurt & humiliated in every relationship i have ever had. Had enough, just a waste of my time