live for Christ

so many people are either against christ, or they do not know him, or they dont belive in him. but also many people want to live for him, or more for him. with my experience, when i was six mnths old; me, my mom, my bro, and my step sister were all in a car crash. but not just any car crash, we were hit by a conrail train. my mother had a broken feemer bone, many broken ribs, a broken scalpula, and head trama, my brother got baby shake syndrom and had bruises on his brain, and my sis got a broken arm, a broken pelvis, and head trama, but me, i made it out with only a bloody nose. i have been told many times, “You were so blessed” or “God was deffinitely watching over you.” i knew this. and i had grown up going to church and made to beleive in Jesus. but i now realize, i never really did. i was just being a bad kid out of church, but in church i was an all goody christian. then when i turned about 13 i wanted to be emo, which technically means, u cut urself, u hate ur life, and ur basically tryin to be evry1s charity case. i thought it would make me kool, so to speak. but around a year and a half afterwards, i wanted to change, and i never really did. now i’m searching and tryig to find sumthing to help me build a better relationship with Jesus Christ, and i know ive been living for all the wrong reasons, and i wanna live for the right ones. please pray for me, to have strength and accomplish this most important task in my life.

Was amazing today.

Psalm 9:17-20.

” The wicked shall be turned into hell, and all the nations that forget God. For the needy shall not always be forgotten: the expectation of the poor shall not perish forever. Arise, O Lord; let not man prevail: let the heathen be judged in thy sight. Put them in fear, O Lord: that the nations may know themselves to be but men.”

God is over our government. People who forget God and put their trust in this election are counted as the wicked.
We are an idolatress nation.
We are a prideful nation.
We are a nation full of aposticy.
America is not exempt from God’s wrath. We are in a constant effort to eradicate God from our minds. No candidate can fix our problems. None of them have the answers. There is a constant explosion of liberalism and humanism in our nation.
Spiritually, we are in a warfare of all warfares.
We need to put every fiber of our being into trusting God and every ounce of strength we have into prayer and supplication. On our faces, asking God for mercy, even though we dont deserve it.

Need to make Christ the reason of my existence.
He needs to be first in my life.
numero uno.
I need to read my Bible more; Not just to find things that apply do my daily life and spiritual walk, but to gain Knowledge. Knowledge of the scriptures, wholeheartedly.
My Jesus.
My King.
My Life.
My All.

I just got Baptized (well I was in a Catholic Church when I was a baby) but this time as a consenting adult I have accepted Jesus Christ as my Lord Savior. I went to Texas to visit my step sister and we got talking about how I have changed my life and she asked if I had been baptized and I told her that I had only when I was a baby and she asked me if I wanted to there and so the next day she called her Pastor and set up for me to have it done the next night. It was amazing, so awesome an experience that I don’t even have words to explain it. So now no matter what happens in this world, I know that I have Jesus Christ there with me to guide and love me.

i feel happy all the time because i know i’m living for Jesus!
there’s no better feeling than knowing no matter how bad life gets or how much i fuck up, God still loves me!
i don’t have to be perfect or even try to.
i’m loved for me, which doesn’t happen often, and i’ll be loved FOREVER!
life is beautiful.

From a strictly mathematical viewpoint:

Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been in situations where someone wants you to GIVE OVER 100%. How about ACHIEVING 101%? What equals 100% in life?

Here’s a little mathematical formula that might help answer these questions:

If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z

Is represented as:

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26.

If:

H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K

8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98%

And:

K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E

11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96%

But:

A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E

1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%

THEN, look how far the love of God will take you:

L-O-V-E-O-F-G-O-D

12+15+22+5+15+6+7+15+4 = 101%

Therefore, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that:

While Hard Work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there, It’s the Love of God that will put you over the top!

Have a nice day & God bless!!!

shortly after I made my last entry. I feel like I am doing what God wants me to do and can see him moving in my life. It seems in the meantime, the Enemy has thrown every temptation at me. It is a struggle for me and the spiritual warfare is hot right now, but I am trying to keep my sword up and my armor on.

the great thing about this is that every morning of every new day is a brand new start.I can recreate my life the way I want to live each day with Christ.I turn my life over to him.

Funny how fast things can change. I still have the pull to go into leadership at my church. Things have happened over the past few days where I have felt pressured to step into the role. I do not mind the pressure once I get there. I want the pressure to enter the role to be from God, not because the people of the church want me to be in the position. It is flattering to have people enjoy hearing me and know that I am moving people, but in the position I feel I must have a “not I, but Christ” attitude. I need that attitude in all of life but especially in the leadership position. I want people to be moved because of Christ, not because of the words that I have spoken.

I have finally received some direction from God about how I can better serve in my community and my church. The cruel joke is that one door did not open…..three did! Now I have to figure out which door God wants me to pick. I am excited about whichever door I choose and however I am to serve Christ!