be a good person

To be honest, it does not take even a day. It is easy and fun and gratifying!! I have always thought that if I try to be good to others that they will eventually try to be good to other people and in a long run(hmm…I mean in a short run) the whole world will be covered with good thoughts and deeds. People are good!

According to some, i’m a good person.
others, im not.
apparently i cheat/lie/bitch all the time.
which is NOT true.
drgjuiu

i just stoped being mean, once you understand metapysics it’s much more easy. it’s not coplicated, its actually fun and that heplped me understand some people as well as myself.

i just stoped being mean, once you understand metapysics it’s much more easy. it’s not coplicated, its actually fun and that heplped me understand some people as well as myself.

i want to be a better person, find out who i really am, why im here

Well if you want to be a good person, just be you. Everybody is a good person in the inside. Be nice to people ( but not too nice ! ) and if they don’t like you oh well? It doesn’t make you a bad person.
Just be you, I’m sure everyone here is a good person. ;)

Aha. :)

i want to be nicer more helpful and sweeter

ok, i was doing kind of well, you know being as nice as i can and what’s more, it came with no effort. But then after work experience I went back to school. It’s not like I don’t love school because I do. And school loves me, we are a match made in heaven.
But I have this best friend who really dose me wrong. He is really close to me and tells me loads, and I do the same but just recently I took this self help course. This helped me a lot in ways you couldn’t imagine. But it’s also helped me realize how I let me friend walk all over me. Like how he says and dose things to put me down or if I make the most stupid mistake (I’m dyslectic) he won’t support me like my normal friends. In fact he will tell me how bad it is then act as if it was ok to say hurtful things like that.. He would tell me things like; black skin isn’t attractive, and then in the realization that I took offence he would tell me to forget it! And just today we were going over rehearsals for an award evening. We both got awards in different things, of which you have had to be working really hard all year to get one. In science the both of us are in top set, and he is really good at it. As if he doesn’t need to try. Whereas with me, I need to read my heart out over and over again to get close to top marks. I’m happy with the marks I get and every time I see and improvement. I’m not failing or below average I’m between top and average and I work my ass of to et there and the teachers see that. So they gave me the award. I was happy and I’m so proud of myself for getting it, I felt like achieved something so great because a person in my situation and difficulties would have cracked by now, but I’m still going strong. So what dose my best friend tell me? Not I’ proud of you, not well done, not even the peace of silence. He told me ‘I don’t think you deserved it’.
I didn’t believe my ears
I didn’t know what to think
I didn’t know what to do
The whole day he had been saying mean things to me and to other people. He meant them as jokes, but I didn’t find them funny for the fist time
For the first time I didn’t laugh
For the first time I saw the kind of weakness he feeds on
For the first time I saw the emotional bully he is
And now, I don’t think I want him as a best friend much anymore. He tore my trust, and retuned no loyalty. The problem is he still is and when I’m around him I turn ugly. Towards him and other people. And I don’t want to be like that. Or go through all this unnecessary drama. I’m disappointed mi myself for letting myself be a doormat. He is a nice person when he wants to be. But he’s a bigger ass-hole so I’m done.

I’v always been friendly, and i know this will sound odd (wired bizarre peculiar) lol. but i actually won a nicest person in the year award. But i don’t feel like a nice person and that’s all due to the fact that my best friend, this guy, is totaly loveable and i hate that!
i know i’m being a little, no a huge muppet so i’m tring to be me who does not care what people think, nice to people cuz i want to be, not in a form of getting attention.
When i’m angry everything looks horible, and when i really happy it looks great which makes me a happy person cuz i’m nice to everone an to myself.

Mostly I just want to better myself.

I like to think that I am a pretty good person but I know that I’ve got miles to go.