remain celibate until marriage

I lost my virginity at the age of 13…I dont really know why I was so silly to give away such a precious gift to a guy I didnt even love. I have secretly regretted losing my virginity at such a young age and have been thru many bad relationships because of it. I too understand why God made sex and it is truly a wonderful thing for 2 people who are married and in love. So from this day forth I am going to fight my heardest to protect my temple. I too cant wait to make love I never have. I want to experience being in love again thru the yrs I think I forgot how to love along the way. So I’m going to work on my relationship with Jesus because he can teach me how to truly love again. I will be waiting for my husband to come along and sweep me off my feet.

A lady in waiting…:)

Maybe it is because I am female. Don’t get me wrong, I do have the urge to dry hump some of the effing hot people I see on a regular basis. I’m able to control myself by reminding my expectations of reciprocity. I do not want to give my body to someone that doesn’t give a fuck about my mind or soul and could care less about what happens to me after he gets off. I know it is a billion to one odds, but I’m willing to use my lifetime to take the chance that I’ll find him. The man that lights up my life and is worth surrending my total self only to him.

I can’t believe I am writing about this, but it’s an actual goal. I can’t say “virgin” since I was married and have four children.
Promiscuity is as bad an idea for me now as it was when I was 17, for many of the same reasons.