VioletMyst still believes that Unusual traveling instructions are dancing lessons from God is trying to get back to the 43T she's so missed....
Weight loss, exercise, toning muscles, trying to get into shape….have all gone out the window in the past 7 mos.
‘Had to drop my horseback riding lessons back in Jan 2008 due to A- a 3 wk case of bronchitous, then B- just not having the money to continue anymore…
Since the last job ended in Dec 2007, i’ve mostly spent my days hanging around the apartment, looking thru Monster.com postings & the like…so i’m not longer getting even the mild activity that having a regular job provides
I located a dance studio with a really great monthly rate: $85.oo for all the classes you want to take,,,,but yet each month i cant scrape up enough to sign up with them
i SHOULD at least take some daily / weekly walks….my knees and one hip hurt alot due to the weight i’m carrying,,,,but then my knees hurt and the humidity gets so oppressive that i dont feel like venturing out at all…
Thus from all this inactivity, my weight is starting to inch up abit. Not much, maybe between 6-8 lbs. But enough to sqeeze me back out of some of the clothes i’d been wearing; enough to put me back on the size 16W/18 fence, where is next to impossible to find cheap clothes that fit.
Arrggh! i hate it, i hate my current weight, i hate how i look in photos, because i can no longer blame the weight-inducing drugs that got me here—its up to me now to get this damned weight off
too bad i’m a mostly lazy, fat slob
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