stop mutilating

it’s the wrong move…
attacking innocent pillows is better :)
Haven’t done it except once since I moved out of my parents house.

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coincidence? mmmmmmmmmmmm….

Thanks to God and Emmi for making my life tolerable.
:-D :-D :-D
i simply dont have the need to do it anymore.

It was difficult at first but i managed to stop and i have reaped great rewards of more happiness!

Looks like my vantiy won over my pain :D lol, I didnt want the marks on me, because I cant wear short sleeved shirts, and havnt been able to for a long time now… Its gettin annoying, so, I havnt cut myself for about 3 months now, and dont intend to start again! I bought scar healers, and they are actually working! Don’t do it people, everything will be okay in the end. I suggest writing down everything you’re feeling. You’ll be amazed at how fast you can write… :)

I was just in the hospital twice for burning myself intentionally within the last month. What I’m learning is to use positive coping skills and not be so hard on myself b/c I deserve to be happy and i’m a good person. I’m 17 and feel like the world is overwhelming sometimes and i’ve gone through a lot of abuse, but i’m gonna be okay.
if you’re struggling, be brave and don’t be afraid to seek out the help that will save your life.
don’t take your life for granted.
-brandi