Practice The Secret

The Secret is helping me through this difficult time of too much death in my life. It’s helping me on a spiritual and emotional level. One thing, I realize that death is a mystery I do not understand beyond the obvious of loved ones being gone from my being able to be with them. Living life the best I can honors my family and friends, and myself.

this weekend, and then hey! My friend sent me copies of the CD that she has. So I’m reading and listening to it. I have so much to unlearn and to learn.

I was sure, I was so so so sure that the secret had brought me the job I interviewed for last week. I got the call on Monday for the interview, I hadnt even applied to that job. The lady said she saw my resume on a website. I thought the secret had brought me this job for sure and that I would interview and start working there. The interview was easy because I have so much experience. I did a 2 day trail run and then I was told she would call me today. I talked as if I had the job and that I had to go to work today. My mother even gave me the money to go cloths shopping yesterday so that I would have enough cloths to wear to work…. And yet today nobody called, I got ready as I did before the past 2 days and no call. So I called instead and she told me she was still interviewing and for me to call back on friday.

Maybe visiting my old job negated my positive thinking, part of me doesn’t know if I want this job, Its not as much fun as my old job and Ive gone as far as to say it was boring but I figured I only felt that way because I was new and didn’t know the children really well. Once I got used to it I would love it, I thought.

I dont know if this is the job Im supposed to get or maybe it just serves as a lil pocket money because I will get paid for the 2 days I worked, yet I dont know how since I never handed in my W4 form. I think I’ll call about that tomm.

has practiced The Secret for a year, and in a year, she has received so much in her life that she wanted. She has so much gratitude, even when her life had turned upside down. She’s sending me the CD and the DVD of The Secret. She inspires me.

in the morning to do my morning chores and get ready for work.

I can eat anything I want and be the perfect weight.

All I want right now is to win $500 in the lottery… now every time I buy a scratch off I win something 9 times out of 10 which for sure is the secret at work. But right now Im unemployed and I need $500 to hold me down until my next paycheck. I have to admit, I’m happy that I always win when I get scratch offs- usually $1.00 or $5.00 and thats cool, I love it, Im happy about that but Lord if I could just get that 500 I would be extremely thankful and happy. Hopefully it happens soon, soon meaning tommorrow.

help with this goal: Impeccable word, don’t take anything personally, don’t make assumptions, and do my best. All positive and working toward what I want.

but when I read The Secret, I realized I could use the Law of Attraction better. Ask. Believe. Receive. And I want to put in Act, because part of reception for me is making room for the good to come. I’m a newbie at this, and am looking forward to being amazed and delighted!

in the face of gustov, and my continued unemployement. i think my real goal, i will feel achieved in some way when my life, my job, my daily interactions with the world help move someone elses life in the right direction. i need to help people to feel happy, and help in any way. i want a job that helps someone else. i want a job that helps someone else. i want a job that helps the world be a better place. yes. that is it.