Fall hopelessly in love

it was the worst of times

Unfortunately, the madness that is love has struck me, and at the worst of times. I am held captive by it, and cannot focus on anything but this sickness, when it is imperative that I study for exams. My next goal must be: Entering the task of studying and fully focusing, despite the conviction of feelings.

“It was the best of times; it was the worst of times.”
- Charles Dickens

I want to fall hopelessly in love,no matter how much I say I don’t need a guy,I do!
I’m only young now,so lets see how it goes!
xo

if you knew me…
you would know i dont do the love thing
my friends have dubbed me “manerixic”
so saying i want to fall hopelessly in love, would be a big shocker to some,
and to be honest, ive closed my heart to many of good guys, ones who were deserving but i close them out,
its like i can’t let them get to close or something like them breaking my heart might occur,
it could be my own insecurties,
me feeling as though im not deserving of love,
could play a big huge factor,
i still believe that,
but its something im changing, slowly but surely,
b/c its like this quote i read
“you, yourself, more than anyone in the universe, deserves to love and be loved”
i think about that,
and it makes me believe,
makes me believe i could someday,
maybe someday soon,
fall hopelessly in love… even a girl like me

I want to fall in love….deep in love…obsesively and passionatly

I have fallen in love with the most amazing man ever. I am so lucky to have found him!

I know we met
Just weeks ago
But really
I’ve known you for years
And I think you may
Believe it, too.

We’re so alike
In so many ways
It always catches us
By surprise, and then
We discover some new way
Of connecting.

Maybe you don’t see it
Quite as clearly as I,
But perhaps we are each
The reason
We’ve never been this good
With anyone else.
All that we needed
Was us.

While not seeking
We found each other
By accident.
Or not.
All that we need now
Is an open mind,
An open heart, and maybe
A little patience.

Maybe now it’s
Our turn,
Our time.
We owe it
The chance.

I was just on photobucket looking up sailor moon pics, as i’m a HUGE fan!! My heart gave a little flutter at each Usagi and Mamoru picture. The fact that the two of them could be SO in love was soooo sweet! Then of course the atmoshere was ruined by all the people calling their pics ‘Serena and Darian’. Like, those names just don’t fit the characters!! To me it’s Usagi and Mamoru. Sigh…

It was basically love at first sight for both of us. He saw me from afar when I was dating someone else and thought I was gorgeous. Weeks later I saw him from afar and thought he was gorgeous. My other relationship fell apart, but during that time I’d been developing a friendship with this new guy. He asked me out two months later. We love everything about each other, haven’t argued in a year of dating, and have not stopped being hopelessly mushy. We’re both getting licensed as architects and want to get married. Sometimes love just sort of slaps you in the face when you least expect it. So don’t look so hard. ;)

he is the love of my life. we are about to have a baby in 8 weeks…