stop being constantly unsatisfied

I think that by focusing on this goal I have managed to acheive it. When I comes right down to it, my feelings and attitude control whether or not I am satisfied. If I don’t let myself feel that way, then I don’t.

there are so much things i’d like to do just now, but cannot because i’m obliged to stay in bed. Feel like jumping but cannot as i can barely walk, feel like playing music but cannot play guitar lying in bed… That kinda sucks, but if i think of everything i’d like to do but cannot i’ll be so depressed… so i try to stop being constantly unsatisfied… for a while…

I am very goal-oriented. As one goal is acheived, I automatically set another. I also have very high expectations, so I often find myself disappointed if they are not acheived. The combined result is that I often feel unsatisfied in situations where I shouldn’t. I really need to work on this.

feel like i always want more. I’m 20, i have quite everything i’ve ever wanted but i feel like there’s always something more i wanna have… that’s stupid. i’m just a spoilt kid.