why i want to
12 months ago
i want to get other the whole ” i had no dad” thing and be with someone i love, not feel like i need.
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Picking up the pieces
2 years ago
I recently had my heart broken. I was in a long distance relationship with lots and lots of red flags that I ignored. I fell soooo hard. I knew that this was going to end badly or be everything I’ve ever wanted. Well unfortunately it was the first one. After the last visit out to see him, and what I thought was a lovely time…he broke up with me minutes before I needed to walk through security. I never saw it coming. I obviously thought about every aspect of this whole relationship over and over, trying to find the “lesson” that your supposed to learn from terrible experiences. The only thing I can find is to trust my head, and to not let my heart rule the relationship. Its been about 4 months since that fateful day in the airport and I’m feel back to myself. Now that I’m thinking about dating again soon, I just hope that next time I won’t let myself fall soo hard. But I don’t think I can handle another heartbreak like that.
