my age…Nope! Don’t see that happening anytime soon. 1 month ago

for a year! My anniversary was yesterday. Have no idea where that year went. Seems like yesterday I was driving cross country with my cat Shay on a great adventure. 1 month ago

has gotten me where I am today. I am getting a headache from facing my fears and shortcomings to get past my old patterns to forge a new life right here, right now.

Facing them without my usual self medications of wine, TV, avoidance, excuses…strip all of that away and you see the naked truth of what my reality is today.

I have let happiness slip through my fingers many times because I did not believe I deserved to be happy. My mind says hogwash! But my core belief drove me to walk away from or drive others away to prove that I was undeserving.

I will not continue this pattern. I have identified the problem. Now I can solve it. 1 month ago

has gotten me where I am today. I am getting a headache from facing my fears and shortcomings to get past my old patterns to forge a new life right here, right now.

Facing them without my usual self medications of wine, TV, avoidance, excuses…strip all of that away and you see the naked truth of what my reality is today.

I have let happiness slip through my fingers many times because I did not believe I deserved to be happy. My mind says hogwash! But my core belief drove me to walk away from or drive others away to prove that I was undeserving.

I will not continue this pattern. I have identified the problem. Now I can solve it. 1 month ago

However, I think I am confusing patience with fear. Fear has caused me to stop in my tracks and has paralyzed me into over thinking what I want to do instead of doing anything.

Wonder if anyone else has this confusion? 2 months ago

Today is the day I walk away from the past into a bright future doing what I have been afraid to do for years. Awesome! 3 months ago

don’t do it at all, go home.”

~ Mother Teresa 5 months ago

if money were not an issue? Where is my passion? All of my projects on 43 things!
Sheesh! There is nothing stopping me from doing any the goals listed here but me thinking I have all the time in the world to get to them. Well time’s a wastin. 8 months ago

Every 5 years or so I have major changes in my life. It seems to be a pattern. At one time I wanted the steady life of living in 1 place for 100 years and knowing that tomorrow will be the same as today. That is not my path.

Since acceptance is my current word I am accepting that once again I am starting over in a new home, place and chapter of my life. It will be interesting to see what happens next. 9 months ago