live passionately every single day

you never know if today is the last day of ur life..so u’d rather live it with 100% passion..
i believe that each day brings with it infinite possibilities..the condition being that you have to demonstrate total passion for life to give you back atleast a portion of the infinite possibilities…
also..if you give out passion..you get back the same..maybe in multiples !!!!

I did something the other day that I haven’t done in a while. I took a leisurely walk in the park. Stopped several times to take (very amateur) pics of plants, just because I liked the way they looked. Enjoying simple stuff like that is what living passionately is.

I’m counting this as done. I’ve thought about it and I do everything in my power to make every day the best it can be. And I do everything with all I have. Work, play, fight, whatever it is. I do everything with a little bit of fire, and I think that would be what I consider to be passion. If I find myself in the future not doing this, of course this will go back on my list, but as far as I can tell, that’s just kind of how I am. I at least feel passion at all points of the day and that’s… well, more than I can say for most people I know.

I guess I meant live with love every day. But I think I want to live passionately. Fight like there’s no tomorrow. Etc. I want to do everything with all I have because no matter what the outcome it’s better that way. And really, I think this is probably the way I just live anyhow. I do everything with all I’ve got because that’s just how I want to do it. But I’m going to leave this up until I decide for sure that’s what’s going on.

Truthfully, I know it’s only been a week so there’s still hope for me. But this week… I’ve lived passionately but not in the good see beauty in things kind of way. More in the fight like the sky will come crashing right down onto me if I were to lose. Which I did a few times, and the world didn’t end…so that leads me to believe it’s possible that it just wasn’t all that importnat. Some things just aren’t worth fighting about. That being said, it’s been full of passion this week. I just wish I could live passionately in a good way every single day.

I want to be able to see the beauty in every place that I am. I find that it is hard to see beauty in places that I don’t want to be, but I have knowledge that this does not make them not beautiful. And I feel as though if I can perhaps find the beauty in such places, I can start to find the beauty in smaller things like cleaning my dishes after I eat even though I’d rather let them sit around and wish they’d clean themselves. And perhaps in seeing beauty in such things I would have more passion for life because I would have a passion for doing even the little things that don’t make my heart feel that little squeeze inside of it telling me that this is beautiful. I’d see beauty in the mundane things that have to be done every day just as a part of living on your own without the money for a maid, hah. And maybe beauty is the start of passion. For, I’ve never had passion for anything I couldn’t find something beautiful about. But that’s the art speaking. There’s something to be said for pretty pretty things. But I find there’s more to be said for finding beauty in “ugly” things. Reminds me of railroad tracks. I’ve always thought railroad tracks were the most beautiful things. I’ve recently found that most people around here don’t agree with me, thinking they’re ugly metal things that make their car bump annoyingly when they go over them. I still, of course, see them as beautiful, and I suppose I hope just to see more things this way. Every day I hope to see more beauty in things.
And this being said, I hope to make more time to DO things. and MAKE things. because that is beautiful.

I can see the change not since i posted this goal but in the past two years or so really that i have really come into a place in my life that i am entirely comfortable with what i’m doing right now… where i see myself going in the next few years…

This isn’t a compleeting kind of goal.. but i’m not living by anyone elses rules anymore and i am confident in my own path which makes loving the whole package that much easier!

On that basis i’m exing it off my list.

not being ‘passionate’ i’m full of energy and always on the move, BUT, i gotta learn to be positive in my passions.. I tend to love stuff SO much that i get super anxious and start worrying.

So, here’s to being passionate about THIS moment. forget the future and past which you can’t access. I love THIS moment.

The past 6 months I have become relativly at peace with the world. I have accepted the fact that seemingly bad things will happen and theres nothing you can do about it. My new mantra is “Whatever happens, happens for a reason” It’s not hard for me to believe that at all.
The only thing is that when I think about the future my mind is clouded with doubt. I want to find my true calling. I say I want to get involved in Business but what do I know. How can I find something I love to do? I can’t even think of anything I really love to do.

So that’s my goal. Get passionate about something. Maybe even something as simple as finding a favorite sports team or band. Perhaps once I learn how to be passionate about something simple I’ll find my way to my true calling on my own…

I like exciting life, love to be active and enjoy every minute of a day, week, month, year… I’m not doing what I love though.