overcome negative DNA

My dad was an alcoholic, before he died. He walked into the middle of the road, drunk of course, and was in a coma for 3 years; before finally having the decency to finally die.
After that, my mum starting drinking again.

We were told from a young age to watch ourselves.WHY – Do you HAVE to be as f*ed up as your’ parents???? I want to buy a new pair of genes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just want to get rid of any trace of my father, that appears on me, in me, I hate it, the way i walk, my ears, occaisionally i’ll say something, and i sound just like him.

xjennx

i want to overcome my fear.. many times in my life, i was haunted by my subconscious fear.. it evokes from my father.. in my childhood, i often dumped out from house, i was very scared.. being alone, homeless, jobless.. and now that tendecies sometimes arise in my head and cause me drowned in deep depression..
He also have negative perspectives to the world and to peoples..
it’s like life’s so hard.. people are tricky.. making money is more harder and harder each day.. too money-oriented and fear-oriented..
but i understand since he has lot of bitter experience.. but living with those ‘boxes’ isn’t like a life..
so i guess i’ll try to overcome it.. and live a life in peace and calmness.. with love as foundation and not fear.. by trusting people, values of friendship.. and love..

somehow the lessons we have to learn in this life is already unfolded in events and peoples we’ve met in this life.
come on try it.
write about your own self biography.
the events that came in your life starting from your childhood, teenage and till now. write about what you feel, what you think about it, and what better it could be.
write also your own perception to your parents, friends, peoples.
what you like and dislike about them.
specially about parents, if there’s any advice you would give to them, what it could be ? somehow the advice works for you too. what you likes or dislikes for them is in you too. cause it’s about evolution, inheritance, the dna.
if there’s something in your parents hasn’t or can’t fulfilled, it is yours. and so also somehow to our childs.

or you could call it karma/samsara.

Disatisfaction, hatred, anger, disatisfaction, sadness, loneliness, arrogance, delusion, restlessness, lust.

There are things inside ourself. you could call it habit, personality, etc. but may be biologically it is called DNA. and DNA is inherited from and inherited to.
in simple term, i want to overcome my negative dna and to develop. so i can continue a positive DNA to my descendant.