invite people over for meals

need to keep doing it !

invited a few friends over for meal at weekend.
now what to cook ….

JANUARY 28

College mix up means I can do only one of my courses and not both unless I delay the first one & change nights.

Dithered to & fro on this all day long then decided almost by default. Concentrating on the one that’s sorted.
Will do some of the other one another way.

Turning into my mother…...

which turned out to be an interview – & so many problems – wasnt at venue they said (their error) & then was told would need to come back in few days – ever felt something was not meant to happen ??!!!

But ….. stubbornly hung on, and had very nice interview & gave good account of myself, yay me !

Sitting here tonight trying to decide whether or not to start a course – which starts TOMORROW night ….

i need to find the courage to get another job. at anything at the moment. i fear not being able to get one, not making enough and not getting benefits to help, but i need to do it, now.