Fall in real love: ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't live without each other love.

I want to fall in love because
‘A life without love, is no life at all’.

The beat of the human heart keeps us alive in more ways than one.

just the beginning of this month.

He approached me.

Thereafter… was a first for many things..

And now… I’m waiting.

“I’m standing here until you make me move”

i am head over heels in love with him and i want this to grow into a lifetime relationship.
will do my best to keep us on the right track and hope the wind will always blow on our back!

Because most guys I know and I’ve been with are jack -asses who i thought I love. And I just someone who wont do that. Can it be done? hopefully…

I just broke up with my boyfriend. It was for the best and we’re going to try being friends, but it still hurts.

I don’t think this goal is possible for me. There are too many issues standing between me and anyone else to make it happen. I’m certainly not going to actively seek another relationship. If something comes along, maybe I’ll try it.

But right now I don’t want anything to do with dating, sex, love or anything. Stay away from me. I almost gave up right before I met this past guy and now I have all the more reason to.

I’m nineteen. I love my friends, family, and myself. I’ve never had a boyfriend. I date occasionally. It would be awesome to find someone I actually like. I think it’s might happen soon, but I wish it would so I could believe in it.

I met a guy while volunteering at an orphanage and a homeless shelter. A few days later, he messaged me to ask if I’d go to dinner with him sometime.

So we went out on Saturday night. It was really nice. We went to a palace, a traditional Korean restaurant, a cute tea house, and finally for a walk along the city stream. I wasn’t nervous at all and he was just incredible.

Then I saw him again last night when we both helped the homeless again. We were split into different teams, but afterward he took me out for ice cream. He emailed me later that night once I got home. Unfortunately, we have completely opposite schedules, so we’ll only be able to see each other on the weekends.

Anyway, tonight I can’t stop thinking about him. We haven’t kissed yet. I hope that will happen next time…and maybe more. ;)

I kinda feel like he’s out of my league, but I really hope this will work out for at least a few months.

Is it Friday yet? Haha.

I want someone to always be there, someone that i wont get tired of within a few months… the first, and only, person i loved i was with for what i considered a reasonable amount of time. then because of some circumstances we werent able to be together anymore..it was terribly hard for me not to just give in and go back to him like i had so many times before..but eventually i realized that although i did love him an incredible amount that i wasnt IN love with him as i was before.. i merely loved the idea behind the whole thing,,u know having someone to share your thoughts with, someone to hold u, someone to listen to your life, which is what he did..i didnt tell him this philosophy at first bc i thought i still loved him but faced the realization in time after having denied it to myself for so long,,,,i didnt want to lose the only friend and person i trusted to confide myself in so much whom i still had so many feelings for.. more often than not i found myself discussing things w/him that i didnt even tell my parents about… but i have to have strength, i know that there is someone out there for me..i always had the feeling that something else was still waiting..and i cant wait to find him.