xcellz is dreaming...
not sure what happened. maybe just so many little defeats wore me down. kind of seems like the stench of defeat got on me and i never bothered to washed it off…
How I did it:
xcellz is dreaming...
not sure what happened. maybe just so many little defeats wore me down. kind of seems like the stench of defeat got on me and i never bothered to washed it off…
For the first time in my life, I actually made a decision that was good for me… a major life decision. It took me a long time to find the strength and courage, but once I made the leap, I knew I could never go back. Now, looking back, finding my strength helped me to find balance in my life, and helped everyone else around me. I am strong, at last.
I know I’m a strong person. I can take care of myself, I can be happy, laugh and contribute to others happiness. In the same time, it is like I’m losing it. There is this sadness inside of me. I don’t have enough energy to smile or react. I’m just too passive and this passivity is killing me.