go with the flow

recommend just doing it its how i live i flow 24/7 and just recently decided i need to stop for a bit to make my life more concrete

recommend just doing it its how i live i flow 24/7 and just recently decided i need to stop for a bit to make my life more concrete

this is a no-ending goal. “The Flow” comes and goes and it depends so often on the inner and outer circumstances. Anyhow, since I’m able to concentrate and focus better by trying to cut out all disturbances, it happens kind of regularly that I’m “flowing”.

It’s a nice feeling, being caught up by a problem or a job such that the time flies nearly without my notice. A good thing to keep ;)

it’s odd
i was listening to the queens of the stone age song, and i wondered, “just how do you go with the flow?”
i’ve always been somewhat apathetic in my life (could be to do with my messed up head)
when it comes down to it, there’s no real reason for existance, so i just took everything that came towards me in life as it came

due to recent circumstances (i.e. almost dying), i’ve come to realize something
life is a one shot thing
everything is only one shot
there’s no second chance, no rewind, no respawn, no newround

so when it comes down to it, i shouldnt just be taking life as it comes
i should be enjoying it
i should be savouring every moment of it
not just the good, but also the bad
because everything only happens once
besides, who would want to just sit and wait apathetically whilst they get laid
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LOVE EVERYONE!

And it felt good!

It’s though for me not to think about others, who are talking in the office, or about what I should or could have done in addition but it felt really great to concentrate on one thing. Without any regret or guilt!

This work had to be done and it needs some time – that’s why I took my time! In this time, I don’t communicate, I don’t check mail or let myself be distracted from anything else! And it helps so much!

I will train “feeling not guilty” because this seems to be one major reason why I am able to flow!

and I am happy about this! It’s so much easier to work, when I’m caught by the things I’m doing!

or “I’m in a writative mood” ;)

I like this feeling. But can anybody explain why it comes to me so often at such a late – early – hour (1am)? This is awful. However I’m inspired and motivated right now. And then it just flows – out of my fingers and out of my mind. Arg … I hate my biorhythm! ;) (not to be taken seriously)

Today I was able to flow a bit. It helped me to listen to relaxing sounds, silent and without voices that made me feel like being in my own world.

The best thing was that I didn’t hear the sound of the computers which are in my bureau. I’m kind of sensitive regarding the sounds of the air conditioning of computers. Maybe because of my long phase were I only had the PC as a friend and spend too much time with them. (Okay, it didn’t change to much, however I’m now in a phase of my life where I like the time I’m able to shut down the PC. That’s probably because I have to work on it for about 45 hours/week.)

and I really enjoyed being able to work with my boyfriend. He always helps me feeling more comfortable. That’s why I am able to ask more questions and try out stuff on my own.

.. Thank you very much! :o*

it flowed a bit. I tried to relax. Didn’t stress myself to come to work this morning. And didn’t stressed me at work. And now I finished the problem with the holidays in our room occupation plan. I’m glad and proud a bit :)

Now I have nearly an hour left till my boyfriend picks me up.